Thursday, 14 July 2011

It's all the same

Only the names will change,
Every day, it seems we're wasting away.
...
I'm a cowboy on a steel horse I ride,
I'm wanted, dead or alive.

There's a shortlist of music bands whose concert I wouldn't miss if given chance. Bon Jovi belongs to the group. Song "Dead or alive" reminds me on the days I started driving my father's car, and even after that period, it's always been easy for me to find myself in this song, one way or another.

I've been to Munich a month ago, and I hadn't known that the concert was gonna be there at the same time. But when I found out they're coming to Zurich, there was no way I was gonna miss it. :)


And I haven't really been to many gigs of this size, but this is by far the best one. Needless to say that his voice was amazing and the sound system was awesome. It all made a perfect experience to me. He sang mostly their greatest hits, and there is so many of them, I don't wanna count, but, for 2h30min, there were only 2-3 songs I hadn't heard before. He was also quite cool, having fun his way with the audience. And the audience, well, it's another interesting aspect. It was all mixed up, from younger people in mid-twenties to older couples who I guess used to listen to them even 25 years ago. This is very different from Serbia, where not so many older folks would go to a rock concert.

The gig brought lots of emotions in me, not that I only singed and enjoyed great music, but whole bunch of different feelings merged in my head, from love, pride, sorrow, joy. In the end it was nothing but happiness for being able to attend such a spectacle. I was singing and dancing all along and had funky great time. One of the highlights was during the song "Superman tonight" with all these people, and especially the last person. Please make sure you watch the video to the far end. This rocks me for sure. And it's not the only one, many of their songs have very direct meaning as they're trying to influence the people to bring outside what's the best from the inside.



Organizationwide, it was perfect, high frequency of public transport, no waiting at the entrance, many places to get food/drinks. Pretty cool. What I didn't expect is to see people re-selling the tickets in front. And actually it was possible to get a good deal over there.

Here you can see the whole staduim calling them to come back to the stage with their arms in the sky. Sorry for not so good sound/video quality, but I just couldn't sneak in a decent camera. At least I can bring here some of the memorable moments and I'm sure you can get a nice feeling how it was.





Wanted - dead or alive. Sorry, you can hear one loud idiot who can't sing :) at some moments, but then - you can really feel how it all seemed to me.





Thanks for reading and
Have a nice day

Tuesday, 7 June 2011

Serbia in Switzerland

I've been here for a couple of months already. I'm one of them now. I am a gastarbeiter. In countries where German language is spoken, this term stands for "alien at work". In Serbian language it signifies much more than that. It stands for success, freedom, money, joy and happiness for the proud owner of the title, as well as unfulfilled dream and envy for the rest. It doesn't entirely work this way in reality, but it sells.

How? Here, one beer costs 8CHF, in Serbia 1-2CHF. For anything else, the ratio is similar, ~5 times more expensive here. Basically, showing off is peace of cake, and if you lack manners, people will see it, and eventually buy it. But it's not only lakes and mountains here. It's hard work as well. And not so much showing off.

I've heard a joke from a colleague. I made him say it, even though he was a bit uncomfortable in the beginning. "If you see a dead man on the street, how do you know he's from Yugoslavia? No traces of breaking." No matter how brutal this is, one should realize that there's no fire without a spark. And if you've got the fire burning, some winds will spread the fire all over, some winds will cool it down.

* By walking through Lausanne, we ran into a musical event - Balkan Gypsy Music. Several bands were playing, mostly Serbian, Bosnian, etc. music, the evergreen songs. There were people out there, watching, dancing, singing, not so many maybe 50-100 ppl, but it was very nice, and I really enjoyed. It was even multicultural, so an elderly Scot joined and danced his own way to our songs.

* By walking through Geneva, we ran 3 times into different groups who were doing three shell game. Needless to say, it's basically organized robbery and if you are in Serbia, you have probably learnt to stay away from such groups. I don't think that Swiss and foreign tourists are used to that. You could see 100CHF bills all over the place. So guess where these guys came from? I even heard one of them swearing "Mrš u pičku materinu".

Austria, Switzerland and Germany are synonyms for heaven to many. To me, gastarbeiters were mostly synonyms for the worst Serbian music, often low manners and political opinions that are more radical than of those who live in Serbia. Tables are turning I think, as many educated people immigrated in 90's and after. I never imagined myself in a German spoken environment, but here I am. I don't complain, I work for an amazing company in a very beautiful city in a very beautiful country. I hope to be, as the time goes by, one of many people, one of those small particles, that will together help puting out the fire that sheds some light to a better image of Serbia.

Thursday, 2 June 2011

Dodji

Parni valjak - Dodji



Probably one of the best songs I have ever heard. Words so emotional, rhythm so touching. Gave my best to make it "singable" and maintain the number of syllables, and the sense, though it's not always literal translation. Didn't translate all the strophes, maybe some day when I have more time. French version sounds better IMHO. I'd really like some time to hear it from somebody who can sing. :)

fr
Viens ici,
Tout Oublie,
Je t'offre des nuits magique,
Et des reveils dans mon lit du miel.
Viens ici,
Et reste ici,
Je t'offre mes pleurs comme des perles
Mes intentions sont toujours sinceres.

J'aimerais m'endormir,
dans tes bras fragils,
Et la-bas je pourrais bien mourir.
Que le temps passe bien,
Pour moi, c'est rien,
Je deja attends toute ma vie.

eng
Come to me,
I'll be here,
I offer nights with magic,
And mornings made of sugar and of silk.
Come to me,
And stay with me,
I offer tears instead of pearls,
My plans with you
Are still the way they were.

I would gladly fall asleep,
In your arms so sweet,
And I'd never wake up from the dream,
Let the time passes by,
With this lullaby
I've been waiting for so many years.

Tuesday, 31 May 2011

EKV - Krug - analiza pesme

Uzeo sam nesto da citam sta ljudi misle o EKV pesmama i dosao do nekog sajta gde je neko pricao o besmislicama njihove muzike, tj. posebno teksta i trazio je da vidi skolsku analizu ove pesme, jer jelte nije video nista smisleno u njoj. U najmanju ruku se ne slazem sa tim pa sam uzeo nesto i napisao, i mislim da nije lose, pa rekoh da stavim ovde, te ako neko ima neko drugacije misljenje neka slobodno komentira. Mada, ko nema definisano misljenje, mozda nije lose da cuje odslusa pesmu najpre, da moji stavovi ne bi uticali. Bas bi bilo interesantno da cujem kako drugi shvataju.

Dakle, moje vidjenje :)

Krug - Ekv
Ovaj krug sam smislio
Ovaj krug sam stvorio
Ovaj krug sam razbio
U vetar rasuo
Vetar misli vetar zna
Sve sto znamo ti i ja
On me voli on me nosi
On me razbija


Kakav je krug? Zatvoren. To je nesto sto ogranicava. To moze biti krug porodice, moze biti soba sa racunarom, svoj grad (ljudi koji nemaju hrabrosti da odu iz grada), samoca, itd. Krug kao ogranicenje i krug kao ponavljanje se svodi na isto. Ogranicavamo se ponavljajuci iste stvari. To su sve one stvari kojima sebe ogranicavamo ne zelivsi da se prepustimo okolini koja zna da bude brutalna. Lakse je tako. Lik u pesmi razbija krug i pusta se vetru promena (vetar je sasvim logicno simbol promena). Vetar ga voli i nosi svojim "krilima", ali ga onda razbija - novo razocarenje u spoljasnji svet.

Kao da sam umoran
Kao da sam star
Kao da je dosadno
I suvise da znam
Ovaj krug sam skupio
I opet sklopio
On me voli on me nosi
On mi oprasta


Umoran, star, dosadno, suvise: dakle, dosta mu je svega, vraca se nazad u svoj zacarani krug, gde ima ponovo svoju sigurnost.

I kao ne i kao da
Kao zabrana i kao dozvola
Kao ne ne ne kao da da da
Kao zabava kao dosada


Krug je za njega sve. Zabrana i dozvola istovrenemo, kako? Ima dozvolu da napusti krug, ali s obzirom na dosadasnja iskustva, to mu je isto kao zabrana, jer zna da ce se vratiti. Zabava i dosada: bio sam sklon da pomislim dva su ove dve reci unete da dopune, jer fino zvuce u kombinaciji sa "zabrana i dosada". Medjutim i one se uklapaju, jer u krugu jedino nalazi zabavu (ne nalazi je van kruga), ali s obzirom na ponavljanje, ta zabava postaje dosada.

Krug moze biti i mnogo drugih stvari, mislim da je skoro nemoguce pronici u to sto predstavlja krug autoru, ali je bitno da je univerzalno i da svako moze pronaci ponesto. Mozda taj krug oznacava krug droge.

Moja licna filosofija zivota je potpuno suprotna od ove navedene, ja se kad god mogu trudim da razbijam krugove, mada i dalje mogu da se pronadjem u njima. Na kraju, bogatstvo zivota se moze meriti i po raznovrsnosti stvari koje smo cinili, a cesto, jako cesto smo mi ti koji sebi postavljamo granice.

Friday, 3 December 2010

Comment est a la Suisse? C'est "full" a la Suisse!

Hi,

I actually haven't written for a long time. Not that I didn't have anything to write about, but I was just too preoccupied with so many obligations. This time, I feel like I should really write about last couple of days, since what was happening was frankly a completely new adventure for me, filled with actions and emotions. :) Those who read my previous blogs might know just how much I like to write. I can see that I created this blog in February, yet this is only my second post. But I hope that I'm going to continue with writing, much more often.

While flying over the country where they use 3 colors for pedestrian traffic lights and 4 official languages, I was enchanted by one of the most beautiful views that I encountered in my life, snow covered Switzerland. Regardless of the horrible weather in central Europe, Zurich airport was working just as neat as the clock was ticking. Having had to wait more than 45 mins for the bags to arrive (because the airplane door was stuck frozen) didn't feel that well in the country of high organization, but after that, I managed to find my way to the train towards the city center. I had some sort of instructions to get to the hotel, printed out from google maps, but that didn't help me too much since I started going the wrong direction. And being in the city where English is almost perfectly spoken didn't help either. Why? Well, asking directions for the Red Light District is at least a little bit embarrassing for me. Luckily, I brought the GPS module with me, so I found my way to Hotel Regina, a stunning 175CHF per night, for a place that looks more like a bordel, than a hotel.

What the hell am I doing at such a place, at such a price? :) I actually came to Zurich to have a job interview, and it was not for a position in the prostitution chain, luckily. It was software engineering one. And not that I had the choice, I was pretty much forced to be in that hotel, since all "normal" places were already booked at the time of the reservation. However, I didn't really regret, it was a unique experience for me. Around the hotel it's packed with strip clubs, sex shops, and the actual hookers standing on the street corners, and in the hotel as well. I learned to recognize them easily, they're mostly in their thirties, with lots of makeup, pale, sad-ish faces, and dressed with an attempt to provoke, but not with much (if any) style. They don't really illuminate in the area called after the red light. They do appear as if there is some sad history behind all that makeup. They don't look at all attractive to me, yet they obviously have plenty of customers. The street is also inhabited by some suspicious dudes in their 40-ties, possibly their "managers" that make sure everything is as expected with their "merchandise". The good thing is that the police building is in the same street, so they apparently have them on the radar.

As I enter the hotel's elevator, the scent of cigarettes mixed with the cheap perfume, reminds me where I came. The room is luckily on the (only) non-smoking floor, and I'm happy to finally have some rest. I've had much better rooms for much less money, but hey, this is Zurich. Really nothing special, except for the fact that the bathroom floor was heated. This was the first time in my life to encounter such a thing. Don't know if it's worth spending the money, but since they did it in Suisse, I presume that it was well calculated. They don't need other form of heating in the bathroom and the feeling of warm tiles is generally appealing to the visitor. However, no Internet in the room. The worst surprise for me was that the laptop charger wouldn't work, since the wholes in the wall plug were too tiny. No adapter at all. Anyway, I went to an average restaurant for a normal dinner (one meal plus 0.2 juice drink) for bloody 30 franks. For that amount, 5 people can eat in Serbia, and eat pretty well at a nice place.

Later on I was getting into bad, watching some French TV channel. The next day I was supposed to have the job interview at 10AM. Or was it at 9? I wasn't so sure. I didn't have the Internet to check and was too tired to get dressed again to go down to the reception with the laptop. I had a little doubt, but I was pretty sure that it's at 10, so I set my alarm at 8:30. Then I had a strange dream... I showed up at the place for the interview at 10, and they told me that I was late, that I was supposed to be there at nine. "People were frustrated to have to wait for you, you didn't show that you are very professional, so we have to turn you down!", they said. I was so disappointed but I understood my mistake. I was really sad, but then I woke up :) What a relief! The dream was so real. So after the dream I was really scared that I would have been late and so I set the clock 30 minutes earlier, to buy me enough time to check the interview schedule on the Internet. And I was right in the first place, the interview was at 10, but once bitten, twice shy. I used additional time to remind myself of some things related to the interview.

So after the breakfast with some of the prostitutes, I headed my head to the spot, taking a taxi and paying almost 20 franks for 7-8 minutes ride. The interviews themselves went well, 3 + lunch + 2, each one for 45 mins, with a different engineer. For lunch I took myself some pasta with shrimps, a salad and fruits. Tasted pretty well. I was pretty content with how the interviews went, but we will see if they are happy too. :) However, the most important thing is that I'm satisfied with my performance, and that somehow brings internal bliss, no matter the final result. You can always do better, but what's important is to try and push and really give yourself into it. In that case, you won't ever feel unhappy about yourself.

On the way back to the hotel, I finally had the chance to see the city on daylight. It is very pretty, smelling like tradition. You won't see tall buildings, nor shiny fancy modern places. The cars vary in the quality and price. There are very expensive cars, but the majority of them belongs to some sort of middle class. Switzerland, being one of the richest countries, had me expect to see some more extraordinary stuff. They just might seem to be very humble, by saving their money and not enjoying too much of it. So, Zurich at the time seemed to me the same sh**t as Belgrade, just that they are paying 5 times more to be there. Of course, it's much safer over there.

Later in the evening I met with my two friends, former colleagues at Wowd that are doing master studies at ETH in Zurich. The snow was falling whole night and it looked very beautiful. They took me for a walk around the rivers, the old town and the lake. I managed to learn more about Zurich from them. I was having the impression that wherever I go, I have some good old friends that I can find and meet with, and count on, if needed. That really strikes me, emotionally. It's just great.

The last day I had to travel back to Serbia. I came to the airport a little bit earlier. I read the most beautiful essay my brother wrote about me and sent over the phone, in French. Had me feeling so intensely happy that I nearly cried. Then I had to wait for a couple of hours, since the flight was delayed until the plane for Paris landed in Zurich, with 71 passengers to board on our plane. Why would so many people go to Serbia from Paris, and also not directly, but through Zurich!? Then I realized that it must be some particular event going on, and remember that it's the Davis Cup finals in Belgrade, Serbia against France.

Bonne chance, Serbie!

Tuesday, 16 February 2010

Introductory

Hi all,

The title of this blog might seem to not even make sense. I admit it does sound paradoxical. How can it be minor, when it's a bliss? Well, I'm not gonna throw in a thorough explanation on how this can or cannot be. I might however stick to the one that we all have our own bliss(es). Sometimes that can be a thing that keeps us alive, and often it's just a small and unnoticed matter that makes us really happy. To me, typing a blog belongs to such things.

Long time no typing, right. I've been typing two blogs before, one when I visited the USA 2006, and the other while I was studying in the UK (2007-08) both of which I wrote in order to keep the contact with the old friends and family back in Serbia, therefore I wrote those in Serbian. This time Im in Serbia, so Ima type in English :) One of the reasons is that now that I'm here, I no longer need to write in Serbian for the Serbian audience (including mi parents). I'll try to keep a better contact with the friends that I made abroad and that I'm missing a lot and I'd really like to see again. Other than that, it's never wrong to write in a foreign language. It's good to maintain the level and to improve if possible (though I wouldn't forget it, that's for sure, cause half of my daily emails are written in Anglais).

Anyway, that's 'nough for the start. Don't expect to be enchanted by the perfect grammar or some extra-high-quality sentences or phrases (though I might try :) . But do expect to find some real deals from my own life, honest opinions and views on current situations (both local and global) without hesitations. So, if u curious, just pop by from time to time, or I'll publish on fb profile if there's something new and interesting to read here :)

WTY soon,
Nikola ;)